Oooo wth

Have broken with up the bf. Funny how i used to say love em and leave em but am now the one bleeding everything out. On the plus side i have a few more playmates.... work sucks cus its far and they're running outta stuff to give me to do. BBBUUUUTTT i've got.... MONEY!!! now i can go on wanton shopping sprees and give the devil may care attitude for it...and yet i cant help being cheap and wait for the sales to come -_-''' as russell peters says we are indian! amen...

COuntdown to A's!!!

Soon...this nightmare will b over soon!! i jus wanna cry with joy...whaa like have so much i wanna do aft the a's man....best of all the emotional dillema is gone thanks to my bf....gotta do something abt this damn blog display tho...annoyin to c all the past posts all over the place...ah well for now jus gambatte!!

Venting time..

Bleah i feel like crap not onli physically but emotionally and spiritually as well. I'm tired every day stressing over the a's and no my heart's in a mess. I dunno who to care for and i jus cant take it anymore. I jus wan this to end..this nightmare

DAmn. Second time i' ve had to write this cuz of a stupid mistake....

I CANNOT BELIVE HOW LONG IT'S BEEN SINCE I'VE POETED ANYTIN....damn jc life. Well its after the promos and i've sort of stopped ventin and rantin. Sort of... My bro's in japan ith my phonne><....sobs. Miss them both! Lol. Been slackin and doin nonsense the past few days. Created new accounts in friendster and facebook. Facebooks more fun=) Think i found my conductors' page. Lol typical of him. Cant he put any other pic? Dude was pissed today. Apparently some idiot called him on his way to cj[their sch is so damn nice!!]. On top of that, we tried the new song, twas the night before christmas. So i guess he had reson to be pissed cuz it was easy and we screwed it up><-paise....but seriously i dunno which is scarier, him pissed or when he's loopy. Dat happened a week or so ago. He was too tired to scold so he just had this weird smile on his face. I imagine we'd look the same if we did breathin exercises for 2 hrs straight. Thanks to him when went back to IJ they sounded disgusting. That traditional pyramid sound has lost its lustre. Sigh. He has made good pt abt big bands tho cuz when we combined with cj i couldnt hear myself or tune. Heard my pres tho. Guy may be pain but i gotta say he's got talent. Wouldnt hurt if he toned down a bit once in a while. Hiaz. Sometimes i look and i envy him for being the pres and thus the public face of the band. Other times i see the shit he gets from Mr. Alvin and i noe its not really worth it. However the glory wld be nice for ppl like me whu do the sikang jobs but dun get the recognition. It really is very unfair. Guess this is the real world knockin on my door. Well looks like i'll be headed for sch tmr. Long day ahead. Whoots...

Too little sleep+no time=spilling NaOH on ur pencil case...at least its cleaner now

OMG i'm like so fucking tired. Its like i've been sleepin at 1++ and wakin up at 6 in e mornin for e past few days. Den yesterday i like went for my bro's concert. St Gab's wins Marist hands down. Their song selection is sooooooo much better. For the Fallen was damn nice. Sigh i wish dat our band could be dat big.>< Before dat my band i/c toked. my god so scary. she wanna leave e band. Now no more dedicated teachers. DIE. we so DIE. Too stressful. Another thing on my emo list is e farewell tis Sat. Its truly bye bey to Song Hua and Wei Ji. My current SL cannot match up to Song Hua and Wei Ji. Dun care if he can play like a pro. Dere's more to life than being able to hit a few high notes. Sigh. Flower's really boring. Wish i could slap it but yea...my future is so on e line. Need to update e blog more...but no time>.< Ach had SPA today...ron gave me a heads up. THANK U!!! I luv ya=) Got answers rite thanks to her. bless ur soul my dear. And Shiba left:'( now the debaters' in brunei and the quartets' down to three. Now we're really an oreo.lol Will update l8tr bb

Lack of sleep=onset of depravity......yes i noe.i'm losing it

ok...i'm like totally freaking out. Not enough sleep and i'm totally out of character. Need sleep. Today was not very nice either. Blasted bass trombone's weld job broke. Now i'm back to using the tenor bach. oh how i do miss the bass bach. but i'll make do with what i have. Den i found out that my eye candy's attached and the other one's gay. Sigh....y are all the cute one's gay??!! So bloody annoying. To make matters worse my computer started doing weird things when i used it in the middle of talking to lunny and daphne. Lucky my mum was on hand tosave the day as always. This i suspect was due to my dear bro downloading weird things off the net. The little munchkin was watching jeepers creepers 2 while i tried to ressurrect the com.[a cheesy film in my opinion] A bright side of the day...my gals warped one of the NDP songs so that it waxes lyrical of the toilet in the school. Birds of a feather flock together i suppose but this truly takes the cake. Den after band prac my 'dear' pres started moaning abt the other two heads and how they're not into the cca. Seriously the guy should sort em out soon. Without good leaders no group will prosper. it may not be THE fator that determines a victory or loss but it still is an important factor. Ach it's getting late. Need to do more work><

Late night mugging hahahaha

Whaaaa...staying up till one to do physics is soooo not fun. Bloody fucking lack of time management. Ah but i can only blame myself. Sigh....this lack of perspecive leads one to think about unimportant stuff like the ppl around you. I seriously think the lack of hotties in AJ is getting to me considering the types of pple i've been looking at of late. Ah well....not called eye-candy for no reason